Sunday, September 28, 2008
Just Feeling Good Today 'Cause I Have Cigarettes!

Just doing a little dance for joy because I have some cigarettes!
Used my Adsense money to buy me some cigarettes!
I feel GOOD!
Labels: I Am A Smoker, I Have Cigarettes Again, My Supply
Monday, September 22, 2008
I Have Cigarettes Again!

Can't tell you how good that makes me feel!

I oh-so-wanted some cigarettes sooooo badly! I was constantly thinking about having one! I think that the law of attraction was definitely working for me today!
I manifested in my mind how great it would be to be smoking a cigarette and I was constantly thinking of ways that I could possible have a cigarette!
How did I manage it? Well lets just say that I was able to get some money into my Paypal account (it wasn't a donation) and it was just enough to be able for me to buy 2 packs of the cheaper brand of cigarettes - Hummers! (I looked at the cost of a pack of Kools and they were $5.26!
Hopefully having these 2 packs of cigarettes will last me until I get my next Adsense payment - which I am expecting some time this week!
But for right now I am happy and joyous and smoking a cigarette as I am typing this blog post!
I can feel good again!

Labels: Cheaper Brands, Cheaper Brands-Hummers, I Have Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Other Cigarette Brands-Hummers
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Well, I'm Hanging In There!
I'm currently out of cigarettes again! But I'm trying to stay positive and focus on what it is that I DO want! I'm thinking about the law of attraction because just a few days ago it did work for me!
I was on my way somewhere and just wanted a cigarette sooo badly! I thought about how good it would feel to be somoking a cigarette right then and there. Guess what happens? A woman is walking by smoking a cigarette - thank goodness! - and I ask and bum a cigarette off of her! Having a cigarette felt GREAT!
I know that this is the law of attraction at work and I'm just trying to figure out how I can harness this so that I can use it in my favor!
But for right now I am out of cigarettes

According to my chart, it says that I have about 4 more days before I get my Adsense notification that I have a "payment in progress". At least on the positive side I don't have too long to wait! But I'm still going crazy and having and smoking a cigarette is all I can think about!
Labels: Bumming Cigarettes, I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause
Monday, September 08, 2008
Instead Of Being Angry.........
I should focus on how GREAT it would be to be having a cigarette right now! I can almost smell it!
When I'm at the computer there is NOTHING like having a cigarette (or 2 or 3) when I'm working! Goodness knows I couldn't do that at my regular job before!
Now that I work at home I can smoke when I want (and when I have the cigarettes of course!)
If you can't tell by now I'm out of cigarettes again and I'm thinking about all the times I have posted about the law of attraction at work when I wanted cigarettes! So I'm trying to make that work again in my favor!
Instead of being angry about not having any cigarettes - which I am sure is affecting the law of attraction - I should focus on how great and wonderful (and relaxing) it would be to be having a cigarette right now!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
When I'm at the computer there is NOTHING like having a cigarette (or 2 or 3) when I'm working! Goodness knows I couldn't do that at my regular job before!
Now that I work at home I can smoke when I want (and when I have the cigarettes of course!)
If you can't tell by now I'm out of cigarettes again and I'm thinking about all the times I have posted about the law of attraction at work when I wanted cigarettes! So I'm trying to make that work again in my favor!
Instead of being angry about not having any cigarettes - which I am sure is affecting the law of attraction - I should focus on how great and wonderful (and relaxing) it would be to be having a cigarette right now!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Labels: I'm Out Of Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause
Thursday, September 04, 2008
I Am Very Grateful For The Cigarettes I DO Have For Right Now!
It will be at least 20 more days before I get my adsense check so I'm very grateful for the cigarettes that I do have!
I'm currently smoking the more cheaper brand of Hummers but even having that is better than having no cigarettes at all!
If you take a look at the left side of this blog you will see that so far I have gotten $10 in donations and that donation came about a year ago - but I'm even grateful for that!
Having a cigarette relaxes me and helps me get through the day and I am a beast without one!
I'm currently smoking the more cheaper brand of Hummers but even having that is better than having no cigarettes at all!
If you take a look at the left side of this blog you will see that so far I have gotten $10 in donations and that donation came about a year ago - but I'm even grateful for that!
Having a cigarette relaxes me and helps me get through the day and I am a beast without one!
Labels: I Am A Smoker, I Have Cigarettes Again, My Supply, Other Cigarette Brands-Hummers, Please Donate To A Worthy Cause